I can’t, I just can’t believe she’d be so stupid. It kills me to say it because I love her, but god damn it Jamie you have been making some of the worst choices for yourself lately that I have ever seen you make, and it really makes me think a lot less of you.
Now I know we all do stupid things from time to time, and I’m not one to talk because I sure have made some poor relationship choices in the past. Like dating Kinger… but Jamie, you know Ash is a horrible choice for you to make, you have even told me he is. You have admitted yourself he makes you nothing but bitter and angry.
Why, after he has tossed you around and used you for TWO YEAS that you would agree to dated that ugly Cro-Magnon piece of shit? Has he benefited your life in any way since he has come into it? I highly doubt it, because you and I have both said that his bad points far out weigh his good points.
What really scares me now is that you might actually have sex with this creature. You have told me the only reason you haven’t is because the two of you haven’t officially been dating. Do you really want to give that monster sex, not to mention your first time, when he doesn’t disserve it?
“Well he does offer to buy me food when we go to Terra Cotta.” Yeah? Does he do anything else for you? No. Mike has been very kind to buy me food at Terra Cotta too, he’s also driven me all the way to Rochester in the rain because I mentioned I had a craving for Ihop. Has Ash ever done something like that for you? NO, he hasn’t.
The last thing I remember him doing at Terra Cotta was him being a whiny ass hole over the phone because you were not up in the suits playing World Of Warcraft. He actually told you to stop hanging out with me, who you hardly get to see in Alfred, so you could go play the shittiest game known to man. Then, what do you do? You reward him by saying “Well I’ll bring you something back from Terra Cotta.” So you bring him a Jones Soda and when he gets it, he is an ungrateful piece of shit and says that it’s the wrong kind but he’ll drink it anyway…
What’s going to happen when you go over to Italy, Jamie? Are you going to do what you have been telling us, which is do a lot of growing and find a good man? I doubt it. If I know you, you’re going to have an even harder time letting go of this stupid relationship you’re in because now that you have it you’ll do anything to keep it.
Go ahead, try the long distance, you and I both know it wont work. He’s going to smash what ever is left of your heart and walk away and get another girl, like you know he is so good at doing. Need I remind you of the time that he fucked another girl in the shower while you two were trying to start a relationship?
I’m done, I don’t want to rant anymore, its making me cry that one of my best friends could do this to herself. When she knows it wont work and is only going to hurt herself.
2 comments:
i totally agree with you.
you know i wish we could convince her, but we can't. she will have to make her own big girl choices now :( and we have to respect it. she'll learn when he hurts her and she finally realizes it isn't worth it. but until then we'll have to just support her as a person, though not in this aspect.
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